Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Tears

Sometimes it begins as a whimper. 
I feel it in my throat, and I’m always surprised when I hear myself before I realize I’m crying.
Sometimes the thought precedes the tears.  That is usually when I scream! 
Sometimes I’m talking and my voice becomes shaky. 
The words get trapped in the tears, and if I keep talking, I’m going to keep crying.
Sometimes my nose begins to sting first. Then I get a lump in my throat, and when I cry it hurts.
Sometimes I can stop within just a few minutes. 
Sometimes I yell, and scream until I am exhausted. 
Sometimes I sob for a long time.
Sometimes my tears are like a reverse rainbow.   
I see a happy picture of a time full of promise, and I cry because we loved.


“There is a sacredness in tears. . . .They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.”
Washington Irving